Fed Up

Just throwing this out there what if the homosexual community was bullying people for being heterosexual.  In turn the heterosexuals were committing suicide, there would be uproar and everyone would probably stand up.  If you go to Google and put in “people killed for being homosexual” hundred of names pop up.  If you put in “people killed for being heterosexual” you really can’t find a list.  This is a huge problem, I know people are trying but we have to stop being lazy.  Human beings are taking their lives at young ages.  Parents are teaching their children to hate and bully.  Whatever is being done is NOT enough.  This is not what American is about.  I have never even gotten a speeding ticket but a convicted murder has more rights than I do.  If he falls in love he can marry someone he loves but I can’t legally marry the woman I love.  I will not stand here and let people compare us to things like animals, inanimate objects or scum.  Everyday you wake up with an awful pain in the pit of your stomach.  Anxiety becomes something that is a normal everyday thing.  How could something that is supposed to make you happy become such a huge burden?  Everyday you ask yourself, “Am I going to lose my family and friends.”  We all have this idea that we have to choose what is more important, our happiness our parents, family or friends.  Whoever is reading this your happiness is the most important thing in the world.  You are a wonderful, beautiful human being that has an amazing life ahead.  You’re not a waste of a human being or a failure for who you are.  All you do is love, and that is what the world is missing.  By being who you are, you are changing and making the world a better place.  Just because your gay does not mean people won’t love you.  Being gay does not define who you are.  Most importantly God does not hate you for being gay.  You have to find the light and follow it, that light will bring you to a better place. There are people out in this big world that are waiting on you.  We have to remember God never gives us something that we don’t have the strength to handle.  So if things start to get bad, don’t give up.  If you feel like you don’t have anyone else in the world you do, you have tons of other gay people around this world who care.   They all are going through, or went though what you may be going through.  If you are reading this blog and you are someone who bullies people in the LGBT community, then you should be ashamed.  It does not make anyone a bigger person for bullying. It may seem like it’s the cool thing to do, but it could become the reason someone take’s their lives.  If it ever came to that, you would have to live with that for the rest of your life.  If you are being bullied and feel like you can’t put up with it, you can. As you get older things fall into place, and the possibilities begin to run wild.  If you feel like you don’t have anyone let someone know, anyone even me.  We are supposed to be here for each other.